A Depressed Fishkeeper!

Howdy Everyone!

I am back after a long break. A lot of you might have forgotten me by now. Where was I?

Where I had been? Why I left my website for this long?

May be some of you guys might have all of this questions or some of you might not have at all.

Well I have taken a long break from writing blogs. Now if you ask why then I can tell you a lot of things!

But what actually happened was a heartbreak for me. Well some of you might know by now that I am running this website for now about around like seven to eight months!

Not quite a lot but for me it’s quite a lot!

I have given tons of tons of times here for you guys so that you guys could get advantage from my personal experience!

I was really happy with my works and efforts. As I was trying to give my level best. As best possible from my side as this is my own institution!

My own production my own efforts!

So after completing the 50 blogs mark, I was really happy and exited with my efforts that I have given. So many morning works and late night thoughts! Really interesting journey of mine!

I applied for my first monetization process! I applied for Google Adsense!

I was really exited and hopeful with my website and my efforts!

But after few days I got a mail from Goolge. Which kind of broke my heart. I was bit depressed. I gave so much efforts behind this website. So much efforts and tries.

But I didn’t get the adsense approval. They said I have some issues over my website. So I took a break. Actually it’s not called a break. You can call it a heart break.

But I can not take the risk. I can not just give up over my dreams. My wife inspired me to get up.

I thought by myself that why would I stop trying? Why should I?

Why should let myself down? Is my dreams this much of a vulnerable ?

Is it?

Well I thinks it’s not that easy In Sha Allah Ameen!

I don’t wanna look back and say to myself that if I tried a little bit harder!

So here I am. Here I am back. Promising you guys that I will again post regular blogs! Like I used to do previously. I will write everyday. I can not just go down with my dreams. I have to try.

I have to go beyond limits!

I have to break all the limits. I have to do all the best I can do. More  than the previous!

I have to work so hard that this website will work. I am working only with my experience!

I want to help you all. I can not just give up this easily! I will work really hard for you guys! I promise I will do it. I will do it really really hard. No excuse.

From being a five years old , till now , I have always liked aquarium fishes and their care. I have always dreamt of becoming a really experienced guy in this filed. I believe I have the potential. I know I don’t have enough resource or any help behind me. I am fighting alone.

But I will fight alone. If I have to work all day, I will do that too. I have to do that.

I will try to write more premium blogs for you guys so that you guys can be benefitted at the maximum level.

I want to write my blogs with my 200 percent efforts. I have to win. I have to win at any cost In Sha Allah Ameen.

By myself.

10 years of my experience can not just go to vain. The things I have learned, the time I gave for my  experience, needs to get the validation they need. And I will work for the validation with everything I have.

There’s no other ways out!